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jk ([personal profile] breakdancing) wrote in [community profile] sagittariusly2013-01-26 08:49 pm

for [personal profile] asteroidbelt

...apparently it's going to be one of those days.

Absolutely nothing exciting was happening anywhere - not in the school, not in his classroom, not even in this club, for crap's sake. And this was supposed to be the most action-packed of them all!

JK didn't even bother hiding his yawn. He tapped his open mouth twice, then reached for the food bag Miu had bought for them before she left for her afternoon class. It's surely full of the most expensive take-out food he'd ever laid his eyes on.

He wasn't wrong.

Ahhh, the benefits of rubbing elbows with the richest in the school.

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
'I'm so ____ that I want to die' had become a distasteful phrase to him recently. Because no one ever really meant it, and it was never said with any of the gravity of actual consideration of death. How terrible and tedious and downright drowning the possibility of death was. Didn't any of these fools know what they were saying?! Didn't any of them realize?!

He caught himself before he thought the phrase himself. That was not a thing Sakuta Ryusei could think.

When he entered Rabbit Hatch and it was only JK in the room, his fists balled reflexively, because he'd just thought it again. Despite his best efforts, he couldn't keep the irritation from his face. "JK-kun."

He couldn't force his underclassman to get out. To begin with, JK was technically his senior in the Club, if not in school proper. He clasped his fist loosely in his other hand; his normal standing pose—normal to the Club members, anyway. "Where are the others?" And why aren't you with them? Right now I just want to curl up and die—

—He'd thought it again. Damn it!

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're the information dealer." He set his bag down. "Go info-deal."

No, no, no. He'd blow his cover. To stall, he went over to the workstation to check on Burgermeal, but no, the Foodroids hadn't picked up anything, not even a little blip of suspicious activity that he could use to persuade JK to get out. It had finally come to this. Stuck in Rabbit Hatch alone with another member of the Club. Stuff of nightmares.

He couldn't help but feel that JK was mocking him, somehow. JK was in Tomoko's class but only JK was here. She'd go that far to ignore me. A numbness struck his abdomen as soon as he thought it. He was a martial artist; he knew that wasn't normal. Tomoko....

He turned. "JK-kun. What kind of curses does Tomoko-chan like to inflict?"

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't like he wanted to ask JK, either. He stared at him a second, see if JK needed him to clap him on the back or something. It was ill-advised to try talking while coughing to begin with, but if JK could manage that, then Ryusei supposed he was fine.

It was the question that annoyed him all over again. Shirakawa.... That had been the worst place for her to suggest picking up her book. He should have just dropped it off at her house, like he'd planned. He'd known when she suggested the amusement park that she'd been trying to lure him into staying; she hadn't said it, but he could almost sense it as if she'd had: you need to stop spending all of your free time at Jirou's bedside. Maybe she hadn't been thinking it and he was projecting. But that just made him feel guilty.

The universe had agreed, apparently. Tomoko had been there.

Why do I even care....

"None of your business."

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"What do you want to know?" He'd place limits, but that would only give JK ideas. The first rule of keeping a secret was not letting on that you had one. The secret was what had gotten him in trouble in the first place. He should have kept it simple, given Tomoko a much more simple excuse than he'd had—

"I can't imagine anything I know will be useful to you," he added. Club Trainee Sakuta had a secret; that had been unavoidable when Kisaragi had seen right through him that first time. Why doesn't Ryusei smile, Kisaragi had wanted to know. Ryusei had prepared an excuse for that, too. And then he'd blown it for the second time when Kisaragi had overheard him talking to Jirou's nurse. Fine. But if JK wanted to know about Jirou, then Ryusei would defer to Kisaragi's attitude. Kisaragi ruled the club in many ways; useful to Ryusei, as Kisaragi was so easily influenced. Kazashiro had warned him about JK; Ryusei had prepared defensive shots there, too. Did JK know how easy it was to obtain info on the info-dealer? Ryusei doubted it; JK was too laid-back to be guarding much of anything.

Unfortunately, he seemed to have spent too much effort on the info-dealer and too little effort on everyone else. The goth girl had ended up the most dangerous to him. In a perverse way, he should have foreseen that. What was the one thing he couldn't fight? Magic. How had he been half-coerced into attending Kazashiro's prom with Usaka Ritsuko? Magic. An unacceptable oversight. Learned, unfortunately, the hard way. If his stomach got any number, she'd kill him. Was that her plan? She hadn't seemed like a killer. But neither had Eguchi Norio.

Never mind that Eguchi hadn't killed anyone—he could have. He'd taken Tomoko hostage and— Ow ow ow. He put a hand on his stomach. "I have a problem," he admitted through gritted teeth.

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
He recognized this urge. It had preceded the moment he'd punched Kisaragi. He needed to fight it. This was a closed room; his word against JK's, and JK would have the mark from getting strangled. They'd never believe Ryusei. It was imperative he keep his cover. Not after having come so close to losing it all. Would Tachibana even notice if Ryusei— No. He couldn't afford to lose his temper here.

Was he imagining it? Was his numbness spreading, or was he just panicking?

She wasn't going to kill him, he decided. Just make him suffer. Well, it'd worked. If she numbed his body completely and jammed the door, it would be the worst thing she could do to him.

There was no helping it. Unfortunately. He had to make the best of it. And if that was JK's price, then it was simple enough to give. "She's avoiding me," he said. "Didn't you notice?"

He didn't add that he'd been cursed. Who even believed that kind of thing? Everything he'd observed suggested that JK would, but he didn't want to give him the satisfaction right now.

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-26 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
He was being mocked. There was a moment where Ryusei couldn't hear anything but roaring in his ears. It passed.

"Are you saying that from experience?" he said. His face was probably going to crack from the smile he'd donned, from the effort he was using to force his face into it. More transparently fake than his other efforts, but it was all he could dredge up at the moment. He glanced at Softonya, but not even Softonya was listening to him at the moment so he couldn't ask the Foodroid to spray frost into JK's face. Even if he could, it was foolish to think that JK wouldn't catch on; the timing was too perfect. He'd have to do it himself, which was what he was trying to avoid.

He was done here, in any case. JK had just confirmed that it was Tomoko's doing. Of course, Ryusei had been assuming that all along, so it had been a waste of air to come in here to begin with. Without waiting for the response to his question, he headed for the door. "Bye, then!"

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-27 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Was that also a prank? It didn't feel like it, but Ryusei's annoyance was influencing his frame of mind.

JK really had been his best option. He couldn't go to Joujima because he didn't quite know her well enough to determine if she would side with Tomoko and leave him to his fate. But if JK was going to append Ryusei's name and treat him like JK wasn't the younger of the two, that might be exactly what JK was doing. Kisaragi dropping his honorific was one thing; JK referring to him the way Kijima did was something altogether different.

It could be an admonishment at the way Ryusei was behaving—it was true that he was all out of sorts and panicking at something that might even possibly just be a psychosomatic reaction to the abject mortification of last week. But he didn't want to be admonished by JK of all people. "Don't call me that."

There was the possibility that JK wanted the information. Ryusei had been willing to barter that. He had already been warned early on by Kazashiro not to let JK use him. Ryusei had to maintain his cover, no matter how badly stressed he was; if he let on that he had anything to use, it would be JK who would find it out—Kisaragi's request that he help with the Switches notwithstanding.

However. However.... If there was one thing he had learned from Kijima, it was that JK would be there. JK didn't want to be alone. That was his weakness.

... He had no options. He couldn't fight properly with this thing weighing on him. Curse, or psychosomatic condition or whatever—it didn't matter so long as he took care of it. He had to remove obstacles in Meteor's—in Jirou's way. By any means he could. "... I need your help," he mumbled, head down.

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-27 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
That made it sound so physical. He crossed his arms and leaned against the wall. "She got upset for some reason when I met with a classmate from Subaruboshi."

'For some reason,' he'd said, but he did know why. He should have gone along with her scheme of trying to find Meteor, but if they were going to discuss Meteor for any length of time, Ryusei might slip and say something he shouldn't. If there was any consolation to be had from this, he thought grudgingly, it was that she was on the wrong trail, if she'd gone to the amusement park to look for him.

Whatever; the important thing was that he had to patch things up. He'd tried talking to her (lies to fix a lie; it wouldn't be true that Shirakawa would get mad at him if he kept her book a little longer, but what was true was that the book was an expensive edition and that she'd want it back) but since she was avoiding him, he had to take other measures. "You've known her the longest. How long does she keep a grudge?"

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-27 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
He could say no. It was none of JK's business. For that matter, it wasn't any of Tomoko's business, either. If it'd been Joujima whose book he was returning, no one would blink.

How much had Tomoko seen? When Shirakawa had asked if he wanted to stay, he'd almost been tempted. This Rider Club thing was wrecking havoc with his ability to stay on-goal; hanging out someplace where he wasn't reminded of Switches and where he could be himself for the most part had seemed such an inviting prospect. Shirakawa had tried to give him another book, too, and that had reminded him that he hadn't read the one he'd returned, that he didn't have time for such things. When he'd said no to both, she'd made that expression—the one that he'd maybe imagined meant that she thought—or maybe it was just him that thought it—that he couldn't spend all his time at the hospital.

Maybe it was that look that had done it. It only meant something if he accepted it, he would say to Tomoko if she'd give him the chance. Or maybe he should have gone after her to explain. He hadn't thought she would take it so seriously. But he should have realized—Shirakawa had been out of uniform. There had been so many ways to misunderstand the situation, but he hadn't thought of them at the time. At the time, he'd left to go see Jirou. It was just Jirou that needed him, he'd thought at the time. Jirou alone. Shirakawa's silent entreaties didn't mean anything.

"It was. Focus, JK-kun. You can't date her. Anyway, what should I do? I don't want Tomoko-chan mad at me."

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-28 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not introducing you." He shrugged JK's arm off.

Was JK still mocking him? "If I could do that, I would have. I'm asking you about Tomoko-chan. Can you find out for me or not?"

Incentive, he needed incentive. Introducing JK to Shirakawa was out of the question. What else would JK want? Ryusei only had the one female friend who wasn't a Rider Club member. Discard that idea, then. Earlier, JK had said that his price was merely info—info that Ryusei would have given him anyway because he couldn't very well ask for help without disclosing the details of what he needed help with. So that was out, too. A favor? No; it would take a lot more than this for Ryusei to throw away his dignity. Their interests didn't overlap, so there was nothing Ryusei could do for him there. What else did Ryusei have?

He had a bit of numbness for one. Shifting an arm a bit behind his body so JK wouldn't see, he flexed his fingers once, twice. He had to make this quick. "It's urgent. Is there anything I can help you with...?"

It came out more insincere than he'd intended. He was going to have to patch this up. "I'm... a little stressed out," he added meekly, "but I'll do what I can."

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-28 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Out of the question." For both things. Nevermind the mere prospect of being indebted to JK, the nebulous nature of such an open-ended promise was dangerous. JK could ask for anything after the fact and say that Ryusei had been disingenuous if Ryusei refused. Since Ryusei's relationship with the Club was based so much on trust—or on the trust they were willing to put in him—that was not something he was willing to sacrifice.

That and he didn't want to be indebted to JK. Tell me upfront what you want or I'm leaving. "I can't do that. I don't make deals like that, JK-kun."

If what JK wanted was to humiliate Ryusei with that suggestion (or the execution of such), then Ryusei wasn't going to bite. It'd been JK who'd suggested that Shirakawa's simply being a girl had been the problem; asking someone on a date after she saw that couldn't be anything but insulting. Especially not since Ryusei couldn't follow up. He didn't have the time to mollify Tomoko in such a time- and energy-intensive manner. Even if....

No. "Let's assume that I can't."

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-29 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"No. Think of something else."

He didn't know anything about JK's girlfriends. For all Ryusei knew, taking advantage of girls was JK's modus operandi. Asking Tomoko on a date just 'to save his own ass', like JK had put it, was taking advantage. "You're very set on this idea, aren't you?"

And anyway, since Tomoko was avoiding him, he doubted that she would even let him come near enough for him to ask. Ideally, he wanted something that he could have JK put on her desk. A flower, maybe. That in flower language conveyed his affectio— No. Not that far. He didn't know flower language, but he could look something up in the library.... But this was Tomoko. Maybe she didn't even like flowers that weren't black and prickly. And he couldn't count on her knowing flower language, either. But information on her likes and inclinations was what JK was supposed to be for. "I don't need anything grandiose. But it's okay if you don't know, I can ask someone else."

[personal profile] asteroidbelt 2013-01-31 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
He was almost sure that Kisaragi would say the same thing. Did that make it a good idea or a bad one? ... He could go on the internet, browse some goth girl blogs, but he wouldn't know if any of those were fake, or even deliberately fake. Would Kazashiro also make this same suggestion, make her laugh? Would Usaka Ritsuko, for that matter?

He was acutely aware of his own need to hurry. JK hadn't answered his question; how long did Tomoko hold grudges? He needed to know whether or not the week had made her germane to whatever act that JK was thinking of. If Ryusei was going to go along with that idea, anyway.

JK also hadn't commented further on his payment either way. Ryusei didn't want to bring it up again in as many minutes—it'd make it seem like he had something to hide—but he needed to resolve that, too.

One thing at a time. "What are you thinking of?"
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